My dearest Susan, may you rest in peace with many many hummingbirds and butterflies twinkling around as you loved them so. We will meet again. You have always been such a loving, kind and sweet person. The best friend I have ever had. Lu and Lil Girl will miss you too. My heart goes out to your family.

Susan was one of my best friends with a big heart

My Susie Q. I have loved you and tried to be a good big sister to you, from the day you were born. I am beyond heartbroken. I want you back in my life, and if I can’t have that now, I will not so patiently wait until we’re together again. All my love…and wishing you the peace and happiness you have been searching for all this time. Always and forever…

Susan I still can't believe that you are no longer here. I will miss you so much. I remember the last time I saw you, you were always waiting for me with a beautiful smile that filled my heart with joy. But today you have left me sad and with an emptiness in my heart. But what I most wish for at this moment is that you are with God and with many angels surrounding you with the flowers that you loved so much. Rest in peace. I love you so much and you will always be in my heart. My condolences to your family. I join in their pain.

Ever Late to the party, I left something more detailed on legacy and plan to add things in other cites as you know I would. I'd say- How dare you run out on us when the world is about to go up in flames.. but.. 😒... Hey... I get it. Not the worst exit point. I don't love that you left, but I understand why you'd go. I honestly kept telling myself you were either busy- that you had gone to visit over the holidays- and you'd get back to me when your battery recharged. It didn't occur to me that you might have decided 2025 was not a year for you. 😔 I have missed you a long time- from our move to your's back to where you had longed to be. I am happy you were able to get back home to your little house by the ocean- the one which made you happy- that made you think of your Momma- and that you were able to get it back to a state that made you happy. I am proud that you made peace with many things- even if they'd still annoy you sometimes. You were the better person because you weren't the petty one, the liar, or the gossip. You were who you were- warts, feathers, dimples, and bows- and you were always beautiful. 🥹 Kind and compassionate. Messy AF. A little bit moody. You could be really annoying when you'd make plans well ahead of time and then break them- last minute- I can't say I loved that. 😆 You didn't have a mean bone in your body. You had a tender heart, a quick wit, and you were so funny- my goodness! I loved how we could sit and cackle. I'm gonna miss that, my soul sista. 🥹 I am comforted to know that you are with your Momma and Grumpy, with your Brothers, and with the baby you lost- and any others along the way- to include your sweet horse and your beloved LulaBelle! ❤️ I get why you'd leave before this year starts... smh.. Dang girl... Just couldn't listen to Donnie praise the captain cheesewiz one more time, eh? 😆 GAH- that's no way to win that argument- I think time'll work that out, don't you know! 😂 (Sigh) Crazy Crazy... smh.. I'd like to say 'sorry' to the family.. BUT... 🤨 Mehhhh- No, not really. Granted, I heard things second hand. But certainly no one else took the time and effort she did, put her life on pause, and dropped everything for such a long period of time - for what would be pay less than minimal wage. 🤨 Add to that, insult of court battles and orders that were not followed through- likely by persons who were suffering from exactly what the person she was caring for was! 😆 That's AWESOME they were in charge! What a shame Grumpy just didn't keep the reigns really- it was his to begin with, right? 😠 But hey, 'Sorry' to them..? .. 🤔 Oh wait.. Noooo... Just KIDDING 🥳 She would NOT care what they thought and she 100% would appreciate if they understood how much grief she had. She had said some of her siblings had began to understand and she felt closer to them. To them, I do send my condolences. To the others, well... 😒... text me and I'll tell you where I'd be fine with you going, what you can kiss, and what you can do with 'Off' - as told by Susie Belle to me- I would happily share with you- if you'd forgotten and want a reminder. Consider me there for you- 😏 What a wild ride... Knowing this family dynamic. Learning about you, Susie Q. November is solidly your Month, you know. 🥺 Now, more than ever. It'll just be SusieBelle Month now. Not November. Until we meet again- Which might not take long- considering the way it's going 😵‍💫- ❤️ Love You forever ❤️ Your Jessicat